Amby

Amber: seventeen. senior. athletically challenged. movie buff. sensitive.

i like beautiful things, and i try to see the best in everyone. i give people too many chances, and at times i'm awfully negative but that's who i am at the moment. i love almost everyone and i'm terrified of being alone and abandoned. i'm stubborn and enjoy challenges. i need to have plans for everything, and i become a bit freaked out when i don't know whats going on. i have a lot of feelings, and sometimes i like to deny them to spare myself embarrassment. i'm highly indecisive. i'm going through a lot right now. i try not to care what people think of me. i can't stand it when people lie to me. i love watching skins and listening to music. je veux etre heureux.


There's more to me than meets the eye.




Last night was the happiest I’ve been in so long. I wasn’t even faking my happiness, thats how good it was.


Day 29

i wanna run. i wanna knit. i wanna draw and do pottery and make bracelets. i want to sing again. i really, really miss singing.


Day 28

i’m not a vegetarian but i won’t really eat red meat. it wasn’t to diet, i just decided i didn’t want to anymore. it kinda tastes gross to me now.


"You can love someone so much…But you can never love people as much as you can miss them."